It’s human nature that like, once you have something, you look back and you think about how good you had it. I wish I could go home and see my parents every weekend, spend the night with my boyfriend every night. None of us are saying that we regret anything of this happening, it’s just that sometimes you forget that there’s like.. a whole other life happening outside your bubble, and then when you realize that you don’t have that outside anymore, that all you have is your bubble.. It’s scary, that you can’t get that back without leaving it all behind. We will never really have a normal life.
I mean, ya… But eventually you’ll become irrelevant to the world again and there’s your normal life back…
god… nothing worse than being in love with somebody who is a 18 hour flight from you. Every time he comes and stays with me, and has to leave my heart breaks into a million pieces every time.
I hate this horrible feeling.
Hope everybody is having a good holiday, no matter what. You’re here, you have people that care about you, I care about you. Always try to look at the bright side of things, and keep your heads up. You’re all so beautiful.
Have a nice and safe holiday, and New Years…
It’s going to be a wild one :)
Cleaning the rest of the house and then sleeping until mid-day christmas so I can go pick up my Norway <3 <3 <3